12.03.2008

The post I didn't want to write

My doctor could no longer detect a heartbeat today. It appears I've lost another pregnancy. What else is there to say?

74 comments:

Danie said...

Diane, I'm so sorry for your loss. *HUG*

Jul said...

Oh Diane. So so sorry to hear that.

Anonymous said...

I'm very sorry. I know your heart is breaking. Turn to Max who is also hurting and heal together.

Me said...

Shit. :(

dawn said...

Oh God, my heart just broke for you. I'm so very sorry for your loss.

bchai said...

I can't imagine what you're feeling right now. I'm truly sorry for your loss.

Sizzle said...

I don't want to believe it is true.

I am so very sorry.

Connie said...

I am so sorry to hear this. You and Max have my deepest sympathies, prayers for peace and recovery, and big hugs... sigh...

michelle of bleeding espresso said...

I haz a big ole sad for you, Diane. Hugs, hugs, and more hugs....

Jack said...

So sorry to hear this.

Yelli said...

My deepest sympathies...sending hugs your way...

Zurich Mama Geek said...

I'm coming out of lurkdom to say how sorry I am for your loss. I can't even imagine how you must feel and please know that a lot of people are rooting for you.

V-Grrrl said...

No words. Just sadness.

Jennifer said...

Oh, sweetie. I'm so, so sorry.

G in Berlin said...

I am so, so sorry.

American in Norway said...

Oh Diane...I am so sorry for you honey... Hugs, prayers & warm wishes coming your way.... hang in there...

NewWrldYankee said...

I am truly sad for you. I know how excited you have been. All love, prayers and hugs for you.

Cairo Typ0 said...

I'm so sorry. ***hugs****

Cheryl said...

I am so, so sorry. Hugs.

Bluepaintred said...

aww man! Im so sorry!

*hugs*

Monica said...

Diane... I'm sooo very sorry to hear that. I hope you are both well and I know this will make you guys stronger.

For now, eat a bunch of chocolate (my remedy for anything bad in my life) and make sure to let it all out.

Simple Answer said...

Heartbroken.

Global Librarian said...

I've been there too. And I know how heartbreaking it is. Allow yourself to grieve and be good to yourself.

ian in hamburg said...

I'm very sorry to hear that, Diane.

oreneta said...

shit.

Charlotte said...

*expletive* *expletive* *expletive*

Diana, here's sending you a big hug and lots of sparkly light ... and an email later on today.

My heart is with you, hon.

Shelly said...

Oh Diane, I'm so sorry...
Hugs.

The Guv'ner said...

I am very upset to hear that, I'm sorry. Hang in there girl.

Dianne said...

hugs to you and to Max

The Daily Randi said...

I'm So Sorry, Diane.

xoxo,
TDR

swenglishexpat said...

That's truly tragic. I'm so sorry for you, Diane. ... and Max ...

Chelle said...

so sorry to hear this, my thoughts are with you and Max.

Caffienated Cowgirl said...

I am so deeply sorry.

sarah1976 said...

Diane, I'm so sorry.

evercurious said...

Oh Diane. I wish this wasn't true and I'm sure you do too. I never know what to say in these circumstances. I'm always afraid of sounding contrite or cliche. All I can say is that we all love you and I really wish that I could give you a big old hug and we could have a good cry together. You tell max to do that for me. You know I can't book a flight at the moment but I will be there in spirit.

Blogging Mama said...

Oh Diane, I'm so sorry. There's nothing more that I can say except I'll be thinking of you and Max.

planetgermany said...

Oh Diane... that's terrible news. So sorry for your loss. Big hugs from all of us here.

A Touch of Dutch said...

So sorry, Diane. Definitely take this time to be with your husband to heal. My thoughts & prayers are with you both.

C N Heidelberg said...

I'm so sorry Diane.

traveler one said...

I thought I had cried all my tears already this week, but no. I have more Diane- and I am once again shedding them. The theft of me dog is not to be compared with the loss of your tiny ones, but I do understand how it feels to have a broken heart.

Hugs and much love across the Universe,
Kim

Anonymous said...

So sorry for your loss.

christina said...

Very sorry to hear this sad news, Diane.

AmyD said...

No, no, no, no, NO! I'm so very sorry to hear this, Diane. My heart is breaking for you. I prayed for you many times while away on vacation...now I pray for a different reason. Please know you are in my thoughts. (((HUGS)))

kissashark said...

My sympathies to you and Max at this hard time.

meno said...

Oh honey, i am so sorry...

Charlotte said...

I am so sorry, Diane. I feel so sad for you and Max.

Dixie said...

I'm so sorry to hear this, Diane. You have my heartfelt condolences.

Dan-E said...

my deepest condolences. you're in my thoughts.

Fabi Yvette said...

speechless...i'm so sorry...

*hugs*

Dallas said...

I'm so sorry to read this news. You are in my thoughts.

j said...

I'm so very sorry for your loss. Big hug.

zerodoll said...

No no no. I'm so sorry (and that just sounds so wholly inadequate.) Take care of yourself and Max.

Paige Jennifer said...

Because I can't think of anything - I'm so sorry, sweetie.

patches said...

Geez, I'm so sorry.

Rositta said...

Shite, shite, shite, man I am so sorry for you and Max and sending tons of hugs...OOO:)

Chris said...

I am so sad and sorry.

kenju said...

Diane, I am very sorry. Don't lose hope.

Ron said...

Sharing MUCH loving support with you, Diane!

(((((((Diane)))))))

X

Essentially Me said...

That's horrible. I'm sorry you're going through this again.

Lynda said...

Cyber-(((((Hug))))), DM, to you both.

Snooker said...

Aw sweetie. I am so sorry for your loss. That news is absolutely heartbreaking. I suggest that both of you get away for a little while to get your minds off of this.

Vodka Mom said...

What lies behind us and what lies before us, are tiny matters compared to what lies within us......emerson


I am praying for you and your love today............

Jill said...

Oh Diane, I'm just sick for you. As someone who went through this loss 3 times last year, I can honestly say I understand how shitty it really is.

My heart goes out to you - I'm an ear here whenever you need it.

Thinking of you. xx

Chica said...

So, so sorry for your loss Diane. I don't know what else there is to say either :(

eyeheartinternet said...

Wow. Damn. I really am so sorry.

David said...

Very sorry to hear about that :(

Sue Jacquette said...

Oh my gosh. My heart just fell. I'm so sorry. All things for a reason, perhaps, but that doesn't help in a time like this. I know. Please try to find peace.

GutsyWriter said...

Many women unfortunately have gone through a lost pregnancy, or more. Those times are terrible, like it's the end of the world, especially when it happens during the holiday season and you want to share your new life inside with everyone. I can feel your pain.

catherinette said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. :(

amy said...

Oh dear, I'm so sorry.

Christina G said...

Oh Diane, I'm so sorry. You and Max are in my thoughts.

Tanya said...

Oh no Im so sorry....sending warm healing thoughts your way. Tanya

annonamoose said...

Diane,
I was (and still am) pulling for you. So very sorry for your loss.
ann

essie said...

Diane-
"sorry" doesn't seem like enough to wrap around the sorrow...
the blanket of friendship and warmth I have to offer-something like this, that I know G-d hasn't lost or forgotten your address.
no way
no how
not in this lifetime.
get through this time, however you need to, however you can...and if you want an expat partner in crime, let me know.
much love, hugs, silent thoughts-
essie